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I hate porn

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Gym&Gaming, Oct 8, 2019.

  1. Gym&Gaming

    Gym&Gaming Fapstronaut

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    Hey everyone I recently lost my job I don't go to school and my car broke down my girlfriend works at the moment. Anyways I been watching porn and masturbating since I was 14 it was non stop to the point my private shrunk and it leaked and skin started to peel I tried many times to quit but it proved to difficult for me I felt ashamed and I started to have a hard time with women due to the fact that porn was the only thing that I was able to get off to. Now that I'm not working I had lots of free time I started watching " black pill " videos even tho I have a loving girlfriend just by watching those videos made me feel inferior because I didn't fit this " alpha male " type I'm 5'8 Latino tan skin Hazel eyes a decent smile I am a bit over weight my hygiene is okay not the best I'm also shy. Anyways back to the porn I feel like less of a man because my girlfriend wants sex but I just can't deliver I can't even get it up no more morning wood no random boner I also feel like I lost a few inches I want to start my NoFap journey again. Thank you for reading this felt good venting.
     
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  2. It sucks man... Steals the life out of you. Steals the realness. Steals the real love and light out of you.
     
  3. Gym&Gaming

    Gym&Gaming Fapstronaut

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    I never thought porn would be the thing to ruin my life.
     
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  4. And now you're here to pick up those ruins and build something beautiful out of it!
     
  5. Also keep us updated! You should start a journal!
     

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