I hate this

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by guyfromtx, Oct 13, 2019.

  1. guyfromtx

    guyfromtx Fapstronaut

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    I did it again, and this is a post about rebooting not relapsing.

    Why was rebooting so easy at first then challenging after my first mess up?

    I made it almost a month without PMO before relapsing for the first time, afterwards I find it a challenge to go a week without it. It's easier now to sink back into my old ways than it is to continue on the right path and I hate it so damn much.

    Part of me wishes I could induce temporary impotence so I couldn't do it at all, but I know abstaining that way wouldn't be a matter of choice just like that episode of Lost where Locke takes Charlie's heroin.

    I'm tired of people being nice and encouraging me, I need someone to be a dick to me. I think that's what I need to hear right now.
     
  2. Ok if you're relapsing so much then you're clearly not taking yourself seriously. Are you a joke to you?
     
  3. guyfromtx

    guyfromtx Fapstronaut

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    I guess to some extent I do see myself that way sometimes. Also I read that as a meme for some reason.

    Also how do you get the "Spermies saved" attached to the counter?
     
  4. That's my own thing I made that I have to update manually. Click on "signature" under the menu by your name at the top right, then you can add any text you want.
     

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