I'm an Addict. I have blocked everything so now I have been trying every P sub known. "Massage" Phone, text, youtube and I'm a disaster. I'm a sick pervert. My completely dopamine soaked brain won't rest for a moment. Just the other day I was so happy and peaceful because I hadn't relapsed, now I did and I feel like I've been thrown back into the pit. I want to get out but the cravings are so intense I can actually feel my head on fire. Help Please Pray for me.