So I (20M) have been an addict to weird fetish porn since I started masturbating, and I recently managed to go 3 weeks without looking at any porn. However, I found myself replacing the porn by looking at my muscles in the mirror. I know it sounds extremely narcissistic and/or gay, (which I might be, still questioning) but I don't want to do this at all! I never feel good about it afterwards, and not looking at the mirror is a lot more difficult than not looking at porn. Why am I like this, and how do I change? I'm thinking of just stopping going to the gym to purposely lose the muscle tone, but that just turns this into a lose-lose situation.