I think Loneliness and sadness are currently at a peak in my life. It has never been like this. I don't know how to deal with it anymore. I use to like being alone. I enjoyed being alone but now I'm just so afraid of being alone. Porn seems like the only answer even though I know how bad it is for me in the long term. I feel alone all the fucking time now! All I can do is watch porn. I am trying to talk to girls in my university but I always chicken out because of the thought of being judged and embarrassed. I need help!!!!