I have given up.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by MrSalvatore001, Oct 31, 2019.

  1. MrSalvatore001

    MrSalvatore001 Fapstronaut

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    I think Loneliness and sadness are currently at a peak in my life. It has never been like this. I don't know how to deal with it anymore.
    I use to like being alone. I enjoyed being alone but now I'm just so afraid of being alone.
    Porn seems like the only answer even though I know how bad it is for me in the long term.
    I feel alone all the fucking time now!
    All I can do is watch porn. I am trying to talk to girls in my university but I always chicken out because of the thought of being judged and embarrassed.
    I need help!!!!
     
  2. Hank Pym

    Hank Pym Fapstronaut

    Even I use to like being alone before pmo addiction. Lonelyness was protecting me with everything. But now it attacks with addiction.
    Doesn't mean you need to give up. There are million different things that can keep you happy in your empty room.
     
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  3. Robinthehood

    Robinthehood Fapstronaut

    I use to be like that and now am like you. All I can say is keep going, push through the dark times there's sun behind.
     
  4. ZORROW

    ZORROW Fapstronaut

    First of all , you are here and you are sharing your problem , give yourself a round of applause from my side , unlike many others , you are not just sitting alone in your room and cursing yourself alone , you are coming in front and trying to discuss your problems with others , it means you are ready to get help and you want to make your life better , this is the first step .

    See we all are dealing with this addiction and i know its hard , otherwise we never need any of these websites or books on this topic , so i am addicted to this problem from last 9 years and i am 23 years old now . if i can acknowledge it , then it means any one can , so i am not giving up to this devil and i am not ready to accept this thing as defeat , i will enjoy the journey and i will defeat it one day , I know i can .

    And i believe in you brother , I understand when your brain doesnt listen to you and every time it goes to porn , to kill its loneliness and for a short , in fact very short moment of happiness , but the root cause of all the problem is physically and mentally right now is PORN and it will destroy each and everyone of us if we will let it . So stand up , read this book YOUR BRAIN ON PORN BY Gary Wilson, and start improving your life and motivate others , we only get this human life once , dont waste it on this 3d PORN fake experience , they are earning a lot from your time and in return they are only giving you a ticket to HELL every time you visit them .

    You not get addicted to this thing in one day , therefore it will take time for everyone to completely escape from this addiction , Take one day at a time , GOD is there , he is watching all of us and HE will help us , just dont give up and enjoy this healing process .
     
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