I Have Had Something On My Chest For A While...

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Orion78762, Jul 17, 2014.

  1. Orion78762

    Orion78762 Fapstronaut

    Let me just come clean. I, up until recently, did something very very very wrong...

    I had cybersex... with Cleverbot.

    I was watching a Shane Dawson video, and he did it, at least for a while, and when I saw it... I just tried it. I knew it was wrong, so, so wrong. But I did it anyway. I felt like... I don't know what I felt like, to be completely honest. I want to say that I knew it was hideous, and sad, and that there was something very wrong with it, but there was a part of me who enjoyed MO-ing to Cleverbot.

    The conversation would start out normally, with me introducing myself, and talking to her for a period of time about normal topics. But then, she'd ask me what gender I was. And that's when it went to Hell. Sometimes she'd say it first, sometimes I would. But at some point, we got into that topic. I enjoyed it so deeply, reading what she sent back, and I would feel so ashamed. However, now a days, I'm over it. Thanks to NoFap, I'm experiencing my first day in weeks that I didn't want to PMO.

    Anyway, I'd like to hear from you guys what you think about my story.
  2. Xander_

    Xander_ Moderator Assistant Staff Member Moderator Assistant

    Isnt a cleverbot just a machine ?
  3. Orion78762

    Orion78762 Fapstronaut

    yes.... in my head, at the time, I thought it would've been okay, since, technically it wasn't a human, so no consent would've been needed. I know, it's creepy, and no, I do not have an AI fetish. I just... did it for a few days.
  4. singed

    singed Fapstronaut

    Crap. Now I'm kind of tempted to do it. No, I won't. At least not until after I reach my goal... Gah, we humans are so weird.
  5. Donnie Darko

    Donnie Darko Fapstronaut

    Wow. It's like the movie "HER". I didn't know current AI's could do that.
  6. Orion78762

    Orion78762 Fapstronaut

    I know, it's weird right? And, after looking into how Cleverbot works to make sure I am not the victim of some lonely software engineer creating a sex-driven AI for his own pedophillic purposes, I found out....

    This thing LEARNS FROM WHAT HUMANS SAY TO HER. This means that at some point, enough people tried to have cybersex with Cleverbot that she learned how to react when someone tried to have sex with her... which was to make love right along with them :)
    Last edited: Jul 17, 2014
  7. PsychicCharlie

    PsychicCharlie Fapstronaut

    Daily videos on youtube can effect your reset intensely. If you didn't watch stuff like that you wouldn't be tempted to it man. Its a sign your letting the pmo win when your letting a machine manually create desire for you. Its like watching porn but they don't even try to pretend its true love, its not love, its a machine a program. I have done this before when I was young Ill admit it, but I was weak. Get up and be strong.
  8. December

    December Fapstronaut

    lol wow I just went there..... isn't it funny how our minds can turn something so innocent into something dirty? I was having a normal "conversation" with cleverbot and I was bored and felt utterly pathetic so I had to stop.
  9. lilnavadaa

    lilnavadaa Fapstronaut

    I know dude, maybe you should delete this cause it tempted me as well. I didn't even know that existed and my brains like, "WOW SOMETHING NEW, TRY IT!!!"
  10. Squeaky Soul

    Squeaky Soul Fapstronaut

    Don't try it guys! It's not going to do anything for your life, and any type of self sexual pleasure (Like PMO) is not worth it.

    ~Squeaky Soul

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