Well are urges and being aroused bad for your reboot? How about looking at woman irl? sometimes i get rurned on by woman voices? Theres a problem where theres always something to feel guilty about. either i saw a p sub and i looked at it more then i should have. or i touched my thing. or i put my briefs underwear on and i was a bit aroused and when that happens i dont want to deal with the guilt so i will jist restart and do it again tommorow. and this been going on for months. im too OCD It becomes impossible. I dont know what to do. And i cant just tell myself its ok and move on. because i want to have 100 days with no p sub not 90 says. i want a perfect reboot. Has anyone been through this? how did you overcome this? i need serious help for a seriousproblem. i feel more guilty then if i relapse? if i relapse the guilt from it is not as bad as the guilt im dealing with.