I have twink envy

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There was a gay porn actor who I remembered during my recent relapse. I did a little investigative work and found his twitter account, and channel which he uses to stream himself engaging with his fanbase. This left me feeling very dissatisfied with my body.

I realised, after looking for workouts to cultivate a twink body, that I’m starting to envy them. I wish I had a pretty and delicate body, and I wish I were eighteen again. This seems to be an ideal of mine, to have a womanly body and have men lavish me with money and gifts. On the actor’s stream played the song ‘My Humps’:

I drive these brothers crazy
I do it on the daily
They treat me really nicely
They buy me all these ice

Why am I stressing over something so unnecessary?

 

[Joe1023]

Whether a person is male or female, gay or straight, people with sex addiction always seem to have this desire to want others to lust after them. Its just part of the nature of the beast.