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I JUST DONT GIVE A FU*K

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by healmyself321, Jul 5, 2021.

  1. healmyself321

    healmyself321 Fapstronaut

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    I will just stop. Im not stupid I know it isnt how it really works and that we all get demotivated and tempted but its enough now. From now on I wont think about my pmo addiction or about nofap and I will try to focus to only think about who I wanna be in the future. I have already made my dreams come true with Law of Attraction and I think LoA is also a reason Im being stuck for last few years because I was beating my self up for everything I did (I also dont give a fu*k if you believe it or not, because you will get what suits you anyway lol). From now on Im gonna absolutely fake it till I make it and Im gonna put real effort to improve myself physically and mentally to become a better person. Gonna put my self thru uncofortable situations to get my willpower stronger but trying not to over do it and absolutely colapse on 3rd or 6th day or some. Im gonna slowly work my way up but going strong and dedicated, I already built my self from edge of depression to the most chased guy in the town by girls and most popular within my circle and was really happy. That was few years ago and then I destroyed my self with pmo-ing and bad thoughts but Im back motherf**kers. From now on just positivity and cristal-clear image of who I am and yall my friends dont have to support me I dont give a flying sh*t Im gonna make it anyway. Im not mean or arrogant tho, just dont give a f*ck anymore, God bless.
     
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    healmyself321 Fapstronaut

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    Of course, in my second day of thinking positive and visualization (just a bit) I went to the club, even tho I was tired af I energized myself somehow, and saw a few girls checking me out and got one easily and had some good time overall, without thinking if I would be able to do it or any anxiety with the girl or anything else. I just dont give a fu*k about this pmo and nopmo thing anymore but still gonna post from time to time to make a story. Im gonna crash it this time, I know that p sh*t wont make me or anyone else happy, real juice is what will put you in a good mood for days, not a sad image of your self beating it up in your basement LOL. God bless.
     
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    Im still the man not giving a single fu*k even tho Im most vunreable while hangover or high, and last few days I was one of those 2 all the time but my not giving a flying sh*t is stronger than the urges. Being more relaxed and natural at the groups,parties and while talking to girls (even tho Im very social my whole life and was always good at those things). I had a few solid streaks last few times but Im not really into beating my best streak anymore or going clean for 21/90 or whatever days, Im about self growth and respect from now on. God bless yall.
     
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    Back on track, I relapsed on monday after 2 days of partying the whole night, not really sleeping much or anything but it was much shorter and with less po**ography and I finished thinking about real girl I met a day before that. Anyway I will make some kind of bet or something with my self or with some friend that Im gonna complete this week and the next one and I really believe I will, if I accomplish that I will also complete the 3rd without a doubt. Its weird, its really nothing there I wanna come back to but sometimes autopilot just take a seat and wanna do his thing. Im gonna make it harder for him to take a seat and easier for me to take a wheel from his hands once he is already driving lol. God bless yall, I know anybody can make it and Im definitely no exception.
     
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    Abel100% Fapstronaut

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    Desde el 5 al 15 de Julio son Diez días , sin duda los disfrutaste, Éxitos .... No fab es un camino de Leones
     
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