I just had a slip

The fourth day has become pivotal for me cos I just slipped too. All it took for me was an actress I saw on TV last night who I hadn't seen in awhile. I thought about her a couple times today and well, I probably don't need to finish that thought for anyone. It was my fault. I took time to do some searching and let my mind wander. But really, I think the main thing is the overall picture not necessarily the number of any streak. Best of luck to you. Stay positive.

 

About Js5 comment:

You know that I have found that when I'm rebooting and I'm in my 5th-7th day, even the most stupidest thing turns me on and that's the brain craving for that dopamine. I become itchy, anxious, irritated, I feel at the edge of falling, I feel like I want to explode. Sometimes I imagine myself in a desert all by myself, no chance to fall into temptation, but then again I'm in my house surrounded by temptations. My laptop, my dad's laptop, my sister's laptop, the TV and although my iPhone has restricted/limited internet access (because my mentor blocked the adult content on my phone) there is still youtube :/

So, I decided to go Ultra Hard Mode which means I'm not watching TV/Movies and/or use the internet for anything other than going into this forum and find inspiration.

I'm trying to stay away from the triggers and create good habits like exercising, playing the piano, going to church, reading the Bible. I'm sure you can find other things to do as well.

God bless you and keep up the good fight.