I just watched Green Lantern...

Discussion in 'Abstinence, Retention, and Sexual Transmutation' started by I'm The Chosen One, Apr 26, 2020.

  1. I'm The Chosen One

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    I just watched the Green Lantern movie and now I feel disgraceful.I looked the Parents Guide to check if the movie contains anything sexual.That film seemed OK but when i started watching i saw lots of cleavage and big ass.I stopped looking at the film every time I saw these kinds of things.I was so careful that I don't even remember the faces of women in the movie.Despite this, I felt disgraceful while watching the movie and now I feel so.I have been in the Semen Retention process for 100 days and I only had 3 wet dreams.In my first Semen Retention process, nothing except P aroused me.I started to feel this sensitivity in my later processes but I feel it has been out of control for the past week.Even the photos hanging on the walls of my house started to arouse me,the interesting thing is that these photos had been hanging on the walls of my house for years and these photos hadn't aroused me before...Even full-dress women in the movies arouse me.Even women's faces cause this effect on me ...As I said before, I feel terrible right now.I've headache and I'm anxious.(I hope this is not a relapse.)I know Semen Retention makes me feel great but what is this sensitivity ??? Can't I even watch normal movies all my life?!?! Even the photos on the wall of my house bothers me!?!? This is not an illusion, my brain is changing chemically.Write your opinions on this topic, guys.
     
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  2. Hmmm, the parents guide entry must have been written by snoop dog haha
     
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  3. Your counter says 31 days only. Anyway, yeah after this stage of hypersensitivity to the subconsciouss you're going to find that you will reside deeper in the subconsciouss. You are stronger. Way more deep stamina, not just outer energy, increased perception of the senses - legitimately! you see more and brighter/more colours smell more without paying attention able to control hands smoothly when you touch something or someone, overall body language more magnetic and continuous and in tune with your mental posture and intentions. Everything stronger.

    Maybe try some form of mental concentration exercises? 30 minutes only. a day. It does amazing things. Do some extra exercise. Aaaand control your thoughts? why are you allowing yourself to thing like that about pictures of your family? Aren't you disgusted? When thoughts pop up don't let them die back in, in their nasty state like that. Program them with how you want. Focus on your intention and make that your reality. Take up one idea and make that your life. Mould the timespace to your will.

    It's funny if you think about it, when you have children and you hear them say something bad or do something bad you start telling them off until they get the right idea in their heads. You tell them that's kaka, that's bad, don't say that! Don't hit the other kids! Don't hit mummy! etc. Why not do the same with your thoughts? Do you really trust whatever comes into your mind to be the absolute representation?
     
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    Hahahah maybe...

    My counter shows 31 days because a sentence I read in the parents guide gave me sexual dopamine.I had read that sentence before, and this was my second reading.I thought this might be a Psub and reset my counter.It was not overly erotic and it didn't give me too much dopamine.I was not ashamed to have done this.As I said, I have been away from doing PMO for 100 days.Yes, as you said, I feel physically good except of this sensitivity.

    Yes, I have to start meditating.I train 5 days a week.(Calisthenics mixed with a little bit weight, but mostly calisthenics.)...Man...yes ,i'm not proud of myself but the point you misunderstand is that I don't have such strange fetishes.
    My brain tries to relate what i have not seen for a long time (PMO stuffs) with what i see(normal stuff).That's why I have this sensitivity.

    Man, I'm not interested in having children right now.I just want to get rid of this sensitivity.I must keep abstienence and observe what happens. If we come to the subject of representation ... I fight my addiction, try to help my family and try to do useful things every day.That is all I can do and that's why i am a good representation.
     
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  5. no you misunderstand. There is no such thing as subtle or abstract thoughts. They are all tangible and just as concrete. It's just a matter of perception. This is why we must educate even the subtle most thoughts. If you perceive it, don't ignore it.
     
  6. palindromo

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    It was a problem also for me . Over time sensitivity decreases
     
  7. I'm The Chosen One

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    And this is why we keep abstinence.This road is longer for some of us...

    Thanks for link ,man.I have to improve myself in meditation. ''The Craving Mind: From Cigarettes to Smartphones to Love – Why We Get Hooked and How We Can Break Bad Habits''. In a section I read in this book, it is mentioned that meditation reduces the activity of the PCC (Posterior Cingulate Cortex) region in the brain.It is also mentioned in the book that things like crisis(violent desires) increase PCC activity.In this context, meditation seems to have an important place in getting rid of the effects of addiction.
     
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    I'm glad to hear that, man. How much is the sensitivity reduction you mentioned? Were you able to watch a normal movie(Not R rated) without focusing on sexual things ?
     
  9. palindromo

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    Yes , now i can look at a bikini girl without be so much focused on the sexual aspect.
    So now i allow myself to look some types of films , because i don't feel the trigger like before

    It took 3-4 months for me, but near 2 month i could feel the difference

    However i'll continue to look away in sex chenes , to not fall back.
     
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    I think doing this will always be equivalent to relapse for me,seeing such a thing trigger even a 10-year-old child.
    In my experience, the effect of this on the brain is not different from PMO.For me, R rated movies are trash.(Except Joker).
     
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    Dude, u need to train your brain to not think of sex every time u see a women. You need to stop objectifying them and think of them as another human being rather than a pair of boobs and ass.
     
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  13. Hi Chosenone,
    I empathise will everything you have written. I avoid any medium which includes attractive women. Especially those whom I have fapped to in the past.
    Given my health issues I spend a lot of time at home. I can only read so much. Ergo I surf the internet and TV channels quite a lot. Unhealthily a lot I'm afraid!
    Looking for 'clean' entertainment, on YouTube, I came upon an old TV serial. Good old fashioned harmless fun I thought.
    To all intents and purposes it was. There was no smut or sexual innuendo. Which was a rarity even back then. But then I became aware of something. I was becoming sexually aroused by the appearance and accent of the female lead!
    In several ways she resembled at least 2 women from my imaginary harem. I even scrolled down to the comments box. I did so in order to see if there was any explicit remarks about the actress. There was!
    The fact is that I did all of the above without even thinking, Chosenone.When I realised what I was doing I stopped. I could have easily progressed, more accurately regressed, to MO . If I did I would have reset my without PMO counter.

    Because I acted so mindlessly I won't. This time! However should I enter this show or actress's names into a search engine again, I will. This is because I am actively seeking out porn. Such calling of acts by their real names is crucial to our recovery.
    The simple truth pal is that our senses have been altered by PMO addiction. In essence our normal urges have been distorted. As our minds and bodies seek the dopamine rush of ejaculation.
    I myself sexualize images and women I would never have done previously.

    The key to our salvation lies in mindfulness and concentration. In addition we must be totally honest with ourselves. We have to avoid all triggers. Regardless of how innocuous they may seem. I for one am considering staying off YouTube altogether. If I my nether regions start tingling again I will!



    Good luck comrade!
     
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  14. One more thing. Don't trust the ratings or viewer advice given. Films ,and even more so TV, has degenerated into depravity. Gratuitous violence and promiscuity is ubiquitous.
    The level of swearing is appalling. Don't get me wrong there is a time and place for swearing. But not at today's levels! Rambo 3 came out in 1988 and was given an 18 rating. In 2020 it would get a PG rating!
    My advice to everyone is, when you view a production, imagine a 12 year old is present. Ask yourself , is what I'm watching suitable for them? If the answer is no then it is unsuitable for you also!

    Take care everyone!
     
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  15. I'm The Chosen One

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    It is very risky to practice.To practice this, your willpower must be quite strong, and you must be free of this addiction
     
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    Dexter, how are you my friend? I hope everything is okay...What you say is true, it may be a psub to search for the real names of women you see in the show on google.If it's arouse you , it's definitely psub.The problem is that we use even non-erotic things like p.Our brains are trying to get P from everywhere.The best way is to cut all these activities.Watching Netflix,HBO,TV ...Social Media...All these things are not your friend.
     
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