I'm 26 years old. I've always had pretty bad social anxiety, and because of it I've never had anything close to a girlfriend, however I do have about 5 close friends. Whenever I'm just with these friends I usually have a fun night, but whenever we have any sort of thing where there are other people involved it generally goes the same. People inevitably start talking about sex and one of my friends has to let people know that I'm a virgin. After this people have a bit of a laugh and talk about setting me up with one of their friends as a joke (or in the rare occasion they just laugh in my face). After this it always goes the same, any sort of connection with people is gone, people's respect for me is gone, and I don't talk for the rest of the night. I end up going home with my feeling of self-worth being destroyed and me dreading the next weekend for the entire week. When I started nofap I had gotten the idea that this shaming thing was kinda in my head and I'm making things worse than they actually are, but it's become apparent it's not, people genuinely don't see me as an equal anymore when they find out I'm a virgin. I don't know how to continue with my (social) life anymore. Everytime this happens I feel crushed for weeks. I'm thinking about moving away to a place where I can completely start over but don't really want to. Any advice for how to deal with this would really help.