A spin-off of the I Hate saga. For some reason, when I get angry it feels good. Like, not good-good but like bad-good. My palms start to sweat a lot and I feel a rush of energy. I get a really painful throbbing headache but the split second it isn't throbbing it feels really good. I normally get like this when I see my neighbors doing whatever they want, bending the law and common decency as they please. I sometimes wonder how it would be to hit someone with a baseball bat, hard, mostly in the back. I think being angry is the only way I can get dopamine. "What is the point of this thread?" Well you see, it has been months since I've been angry, and I've noticed how good it made me feel, but the spark is gone. I can be disappointed or displeased but not angry like I used to. I don't like that being angry is my only way of feeling good. It is wrong. Anyone else has a similar situation?