I read your post but I can only give you banal responses; you need actual medical advice dude. One of the worst things to ask for on an off-topic manosphere forum.
You may not like it but the dude with modigliani painting as his profile pic is spitting straight facts.
Impossible if the person who is supposed to be understanding, empathetic etc is not and they are the only source of medical advice. And based on what this person thinks, your whole life is upside down just because you were born the wrong gender because you were supposed to know ahead of time that you were going to have that thing done to you and you won't be believed because your male......... heavy topics.
This thread seems to have been moved to the Christian forum. Welcome, commenters, from the hinterlands of NoFap!
You mean your thread? I think one of the mods must have moved it here, given its patently Christian subject matter.