So i started working again, got stronger, and learned mentally a lot. So I visited my friends and the parents of my exgf (20). She new from her parents that I would come and asked if she could also come. Her parents did not knew how to react. They said they were unsure and told me nothing until the day I was there, I thought she would not even bother if I am at her city. By the way after one month of breakt up she already had another bf. Some she met while we were together. While driving 1,5 hours to the city, old memories came up, like waves on a motion, happy and sad ones. At her parents house I ate with them and then with them and friends we went for a walk in nature. And again many emtions came and went by. I was happy and nostalgic at the same time. But I could cope with it. It was great for me because it showed me how great my progress was. Then in the evening she asked if she can come, I said to her parents I don´t care. In the imagination to see her again my heart beat went up. But when she rang on the door, I said to the parents that I will open the door. She was nervous and shuttered, and I she changed as I did. I said come in, you want tea? And i hugged her. Then after a minute: Come on I will hug you again, we did not see each other a while. She did not bother. We sat on the couch and talked. How I was doing, my new job, my heath and so on. I made jokes, kid her and there things started to get strange: She started to tickle me, and behaved, like nothing happend. Well I behaved the same. And while we were standing she hugged me again and said: God did I missed that. And that was the first confusion, doesnt she have a bf, why does she missed my hugs? Honestly her hugs are good, she has big boobs and its always lovely and soft . As we talked I also told what happend and how I changed. She lost weight and I asked her if I could lift her up. She allowed it, and I could even spank her ass. I was confused that she allowed all of that. Her parents were also confused. After we were eating, she sat on the couch and pointed to sit on her side. She swung her legs over mine , putted a blanket over us and cuddles with me, she still has an album of our pictures where we were toghether, even holding hands. I was kinda enjoying it, it felt good, the way she smelled and so on. And she cried, I apologize for my mistakes. She said that she forgives me. I drove home, her father asked her how it was for her, she said: I can´t believe that he got so good over that. Well in my case I talked a lot with friends and cried. Now I am confused by her.