hi am back i have good news and bad news first good news,i havent watched p video for six months and i stayed up sober as long as i could before the urges overtook. i relapsed to images and stories.man it is hard to overcome this power cravings. i relapsed to erotic stories .i am addicted to these xrated stories.i cant stop it i tried it it looks like i need to jerk off every 15 days. cant enjoy with my wife with out these stories. the shame and guilt is killing me inside i want to give up and just die to end my porn suffering. i need urgent help.