I messed up, but I will not let evil win!

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Kai101, May 2, 2018.

  1. Kai101

    Kai101 Fapstronaut

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    Today and yesterday I have been browsing a dating site. You can probably guess what I was browsing it for. Anyway, I got into a Skype conversation with this woman and she sent me nudes. I admit that was what I wanted. I ogled at the pics for a couple of seconds before blocking her and deleting skype. However, I now realize how much of an evil P is. Yes, I did mess up. Does this set me back? Does this reset me? Absolutely not! I have made significant progress over these past 100 day, and if that is the only screw up that I made then I consider myself pretty well off. Will I reset my counter? No. Why? Because 1 mess up does not undo 112 days of hard work! I messed up, and I have learned. I learned to never let your guard down. I have also been given a taste of my past life of pmo, and you know What? I absolutely HATE it. This experience has only reinforced my will to not give in. I was getting complacent with where I was, and underestimating pmo. I will not reset my counter because of how far I've come. Please let me know your thoughts, and if you have read till the end, thank you!
     
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    Well said. I use to think looking at something I shouldn't meant I might as well give in but I'm learning that one little set back shouldn't be game over. Learn from your mistakes, and don't let them consume you.
     
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    Thank you man. That means a lot
     

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