I need a change in my life. feeling depressed

[supbro1]

hey guys! i'm new to this forum. but I heard about nofap a long time ago. so this is my story (please forgive my English because I'm not a native speaker).

so I'm 25 years old, self-employed (musician), making good money for my age,
since I was 20 I discovered I had ED. it sucks so I started nofap and reached 70 days and my ED was gone. I was so happy, but you know.. life happens so I got back the old routine (still trying to make it more than 20 days over and over again)

anyway.. even tho I'm a very good looking guy (6'2) I never had a serious relationship in my life! I fucked a lot of girls but only because I was horny. never fell in love except for one time in my life. on top of that.. my friends ditch me because they have GF now. so yeah I feel lonely.

I'm still living with my parents and it sucks. I want to change something in my life and I think about going to the U.S just for a few months, and build relationships with people in the music industry but something holding me and that's why I don't make that move... even tho I saved money and srsly nothing wrong could happen.

I hate that feeling like i'm wasting my time where I'm not belong.

I don't know if somebody will answer this but that's ok, I just wanted to write it down because I feel like shit.

 

[newtry]

hey guys! i'm new to this forum. but I heard about nofap a long time ago. so this is my story (please forgive my English because I'm not a native speaker).

so I'm 25 years old, self-employed (musician), making good money for my age,
since I was 20 I discovered I had ED. it sucks so I started nofap and reached 70 days and my ED was gone. I was so happy, but you know.. life happens so I got back the old routine (still trying to make it more than 20 days over and over again)

anyway.. even tho I'm a very good looking guy (6'2) I never had a serious relationship in my life! I fucked a lot of girls but only because I was horny. never fell in love except for one time in my life. on top of that.. my friends ditch me because they have GF now. so yeah I feel lonely.

I'm still living with my parents and it sucks. I want to change something in my life and I think about going to the U.S just for a few months, and build relationships with people in the music industry but something holding me and that's why I don't make that move... even tho I saved money and srsly nothing wrong could happen.

I hate that feeling like i'm wasting my time where I'm not belong.

I don't know if somebody will answer this but that's ok, I just wanted to write it down because I feel like shit.

I wish you all the best, my friend! You have a lot of dreams an goals, like me. I hope you can get what you need in life. Ps: I'm not a native speaker neither, but I'm doing my best trying to comunicate with people here!

 

[supbro1]

I appreciate you man. we will make that change!! we can do this! wishing you good luck my guy.

I wish you all the best, my friend! You have a lot of dreams an goals, like me. I hope you can get what you need in life. Ps: I'm not a native speaker neither, but I'm doing my best trying to comunicate with people here!

 

[UK Lad]

The only friends you’ll make in that industry are.. Money, women sex and weed. Think twice.

Find something to do in America try to secure a part time or weekend job to fall back on. Boredom invites troubles! And too much time without meditating or productivity causes sadness.

Get your head in a religious book or proper truthful material. Something you will enjoy. Set blockers on your phone. Plenty of rest. Switch phones off at night. Sleep early and wake early. Eat less and walk.