I'm a teen who is suffering from ocd, mostly from sissy hypno porn. I'm a straight man. I like women. Before watching or discovering sissy hypno or feminization porn I never ever was attracted to cocks or thought myself as the girl in porn videos. But now random thoughts pop up in my head of being a women. I don't want to become a women, but sometimes I fantasise having sex as a women, and how would it feel like, sometimes I fantasise about having boobs or getting f*cked by black dudes. And I don't like it, nor comfortable with it. Before discovering sissy stuff I was never into these things, I could easily get aroused by vanilla stuff, normal pics of women's boobs. But now I don't get arpused by it anymore. I fear that I might be transsexual, sometimes I have panic attacks. I don't want to become a women, and at the same time I enjoy the sexual fantasises of being a women. Now I am confused about my own gender. I'm attracted to women, I'm not attracted to men, but sometimes sexual fantasies pop up in my head. Now I dont like it. I was a straight guy and happy being straight, but now I fear I might be transsexual. Am I transsexual? Or am I not? How to know? Because I'm suffering from porn badly. Please help me.