Did any of you guys ever felt like PMO took away your ability to love? 'Cause this is what happened with me. i'm 14 and i cannot love, yes, that's right, i cannot love. The only ones i can still love are my parents, and i'm afraid PMO will take it away from me. It is kind of "numbing" me emotionally, i feel empty, like a souless piece of flesh, i was happy, but i forgot the meaning of the world, now i'm so sad that i don't care about anything anymore. And i feel like my sense of love is also being affected. I remember the first time i got in love, it was at my 11s, love is such a wonderful feeling, i remeber how it was, she was the most valuable thing to me... but that's before Porn and over-masturbation came... my sense of love was slowly being corrupted, my ideals of what is love really changed, since them, i couldn't love her anymore, i could just desire, before i wanted her whole being, now i just want the body. I remember how love feels like, but i cannot feel it anymore. Now i see every man as a potential f**ker of the girls i live with, and it feels me with rage, and i don't know why... Porn is eating chunks of my soul one by one, turning me a colder person with an abnormal sexual drive, i feel like i cannot stay in the same house as a "Pussy" Without f**king it... and this is terrible, it's scaring me, scaring of myself! I'm afraid of that i might attack a girl that is in the same room as me... i'm scared! I don't want to be like this anymore, i want to love again, i really do! I want to feel the same thing again, or even better! No more just plain and wild sexual desire! Please, someone help me!