I NEED HELP!!!!!

[WhyNotStop]

I've been struggling since porn since the age of 13, now I'm 18 and I've been in NoFap for 2 years (Jan 10, 2016) I've never kissed, touched, nor had sex with the opposite sex. I'm honestly lost right now... I'm not sure where my life is headed. I'm still in high school (I'll be a senior soon) I've pretty smart but porn is literally destroying my brain. I just relapsed and looking back at the fact that I've been on this shit since 2016 I'm starting to lose faith in myself. I'm feeling like maybe I just can't quit. I'm a fucking grown as man that's never had a nothing but failed attempts with various girls. I've also recently started reading "Your Brain On Porn" and I keep questioning myself.... Can I really quit porn? Can I really become the person I want to be? Please Help.

 

[Azadiyan]

First of all I want to congratulate you for taking the first step by joining this community. We all are going through the same thing. I've been a porn addict for more than 12 years now and I assure you that pornography is the new drug. It overpowers your sheer ability to think and feel. All you want is that dopmine dopmine hit, no matter how gruesome the shit you are watching is. So decide today, that you will throw porn out of your life.
You can start by doing these things -

1- Install a porn blocker for both ur PC and your smartphone ( k9 for PC and safesurfer for smartphone)

2-Ask someone you trust to set the password for you.

3- Explore the forum and look for an accountability Partner

4- Go to the gym/Workout

5- Meditate ( use headspace app if you find it difficult to focus)

6- Decide that you are not going to give in,no matter how hard it gets. Porn should have no place in your life starting today.

7- Help others ( We all are riding in the same boat, so try to help as many people as you can and they will do the same for you.

I wish you a sucessful recovery. Peace and light Brother..!!