Can't stop watching shemale porn , I'm not into gay porn just the shemale. I need to stop it as it's messin with my head . I was watching it and was freaking out and later that day I was out talking to people when I came home and tried to watch it I couldn't get turned on by it. I really can't understand my interest in it as I could not in real life and am not attracted to males. But I have watched every porn under the sun and it has led to this. I almost feel suicidal , that I have this in my head . I need to stop and free my mind , but at the minute i am struggling to stop watching porn . Personally I see these people as predators , This is a manipulation .I have been unable to think as myself since watching this as though it's caused depersonalisation.