I need help

I'm sorry to hear about your relapse, but have faith that you can get up stronger for next time. You could be feeling guilt and sadness because you let yourself down, or it could be due to other issues which you may be facing. Stay strong, you can get through this. I would also suggest meeting with your doctor or a health professional, just in case if you are worried in the longer term.

 

Find friends pal! May be you are extremely lonely don't get Depressed it a very weird feeling I can Guarantee you!

 

I can relate to that ache. I put it down to stress, but I mean the complicated stress that comes with endless long term negative and destructive thoughts.

My current life line to deal with that, is physical exercise! Do you currently exercise in any way?

 

First, I would see a doctor and have him make sure there is nothing physically wrong with your heart. Second, it could be depression. Whenever I feel depressed, I feel like there is a dead weight on my heart. Anxiety is more like a fast-beating heart and you can't sit still. I've had both. I don't know how old you are but DO NOT GIVE UP. If your doctor gives you a clean bill of health, I would look into getting a therapist for depression. Don't let this lie.

 

Im having the same feeling idk if im having Pericarditis I think I have the same symptoms only doctors can diagnose me not Google just hope is not a heart attacks

 

As I told Reeed, there's nothing wrong with seeing a doctor and get this checked out. I definitely would suggest not using Google to diagnose yourself as that might be wrong and would cause you unneeded stress. See a doctor and get checked out. Then you'll know. Either it will put your mind at ease or it will allow you to plan for whatever the diagnosis is. Best wishes!