Been severely addicted for 2 years to a certain genre, its the only thing that I cant get off to Im scared that Ive changed my brain forever. I cant believe this shit, ive had some streaks from 60-70 days but the stuff ive watched is like hardwired in my brain. Im scared even if I do a hard reboot gor years Ill still have this fetish and arousals in my head. Porn caused me some mental disorders, anxiety, depression, Im an unstable fucking person, all I can think about is ßuicide and how badly I want my life to end everyday yet I still watch the same shit multiple times a day. No matter what I do I cant stop, its nearly become normalized in my head aswell. Fuck man, someone please tell something hopeful or encouraging.