I need my hands cuffed or something, I cant stop

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by BrSweat, Nov 22, 2021.

  1. BrSweat

    BrSweat Fapstronaut

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    Been severely addicted for 2 years to a certain genre, its the only thing that I cant get off to Im scared that Ive changed my brain forever. I cant believe this shit, ive had some streaks from 60-70 days but the stuff ive watched is like hardwired in my brain. Im scared even if I do a hard reboot gor years Ill still have this fetish and arousals in my head. Porn caused me some mental disorders, anxiety, depression,

    Im an unstable fucking person, all I can think about is ßuicide and how badly I want my life to end everyday yet I still watch the same shit multiple times a day. No matter what I do I cant stop, its nearly become normalized in my head aswell. Fuck man, someone please tell something hopeful or encouraging.
     
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  2. sexytime

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    Hey man, it's alright. It happened, it happened!... its over. Don't think about it anymore.
     
  3. sexytime

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    I used to be hooked on specific genres too. Thought somethings will never change. Don't be too hard on yourself bro because it is not your fault at all. This is an internal war we are all facing. Join the army bro, you are not alone. We're in it together so don't lose hope cuz we won't let u down.

    I wish I could hear you out first before I say something but if this helps, it helps.
    fucking scums of this planet; for example psychologists. They study and survey us, use the data to market and advertise in such a way that it plays with our mind so they win.

    On a smaller scale, tik tok has been pissing me off lately because all I see is women making short clips that literally hooks you in because they are able to touch on your deepest desires because they know exactly what men want. Everything that's designed by people, well, most things, are designed in such a way that you can say its seduction. Today, we live in such a messed up world that nobody really know whats right or wrong or good or bad.

    If your heart says something is wrong or doesn't feel right. Just don't do it! Even if that little voice in your head convinces you, don't let it because you will be setting yourself up for failure 100% of the time... But if you choose the right way, you will feel accomplished and your efforts will get easier through your hardship.
     
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  4. the300clean

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    I really don't understand people that remember their porn scene so well. i mean - sure, if i watched a porn scene 3 days ago or a week ago i might rememeber it to get aroused, but after a while the details get foggy and I can't remember enough to get aroused.

    Unless you have photographic memory, you shouldn't remember your porn so clearly, and if you do, you clearly do something wrong. that's my opinion.
     
  5. DayOne44

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    Please let me be a bit sarcastic in this very serious thread.

    I don't remember specific porn scenes vividly, and that's because they are all just about the same.

    My bad tastes are more vanilla, but regardless, the same things happen in every porno in the same order and in the same way.

    That is not like good movies with intriguing plot twists which make you think about them for days after.

    Porn is all the same shit over and over, and I must wonder why I still keep going back to it day after day.


    To @BrSweat:

    I assure you, my friend, there is always hope.
     
  6. DriftyMountain

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    What's so hard to understand about it? You certainly don't need a photographic memory. If you've been addicted to porn/PMO for years upon years it's no surprise that all that imagery is going to stick around or be ingrained in your mind for a long while. I think it's safe to say most of us here struggle with the same thing.
     
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  7. silentmike

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    I dont have photographic memory but I remember what I have watched almost 30 years ago as one of my first P. It was an animated gif, and I remember my strong feeling when I was watching it. I may be now almost 300 days P. free, but I can easily remind myself P. scenes I liked the most. I accept this, and I am ready to withstand it and live with this for the rest of my life. Its getting better and better with every day, but I dont belive it will ever entirely go away.
     
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  8. Go see a therapist, preferably a male. See if you can get a recommendation for a men’s group or otherwise find one on your own. Your compulsive use is a much bigger problem than the details of your fetish.

    A few weeks back a kid posted his suicide note here. We haven’t heard from him since. I don’t want to see that happen again. You need help beyond what this board can offer. Please go and get it. https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
     
  9. the300clean

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    I also remember my first porn scene i have watched 10 years ago, it was a porn video. i remember what the category of the video was, i remember the skin tone of the actress, i remember the room they were at, i remember some details about the scene, but enough to get aroused ? hell no, not even close.

    if all man were remembering so well their sex/porn scenes, they wouldn't go out to look for more sex and porn , our body is programmed to forget sex and porn, that's why we need to watch more and more of it...
     
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