I need some direction

Hi all

So like a lot of people i have had loads of free time in the last 12 months, not been working much ect
I am a bit annoyed at myself because instead of using the time in lockdown to better myself ive spent most of it looking at P
I'm now in a position where I could do or re-train in pretty much anything I wanted but im lacking direction
I've never really known what I've wanted from life but I think this would be a good time to start figuring it out

So I'm looking for any advice, tips, books etc
Anyone that has been through this and figured it out
Basically any advice would be appreciated.