I need some motivitional goals for NoFap

Hello everybody,
I started my journey less than two weeks. Now a question is pushing my mind to its limits.
Why do i quit porn? I was feeling very nice. I could watch porn freely. I masturbate when ever i want. That gives me happiness and removes any stress.
Now i deprived myself in a voluntery way from some current amusement, willing for some future achievement or due to fear of the unknow.
The only thing thst can help me to keep on is to see the goal, the light at the end of the way, i have been resding the success storied and they all say it deserve but i need to know exactly what will i reach or why should i leave porn
May you kindly share your oen thoughts, why do you quit porn and start this journey?

 

I feel like i am in a war with myself, she tells me that the only way to hapiness is to give up and return back to porn and mastrubation