I need to make this happen

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Raistlin2222, Sep 27, 2021.

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  1. Raistlin2222

    Raistlin2222 Fapstronaut

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    Hi all,

    Married 46 year old man. I have been in the grips of some deamons for the last 10 years plus. I have had multiple affairs and porn addiction with masterbation combined. Last year it all came crashing down. The affairs ended, my family is in recovery and as far as the pmo goes I can't kick it. I am faithful to my wife other than the PMO, but I feel as if the PMO was a big contributuer in my seeking other more "daring" and dangerouos choices.
    I can almost never orgasm without masterbation. The sex with my wife is very good and she is open to doing whatever turns me on. I want to quit this addiction becuase when I go a week without I find our sex much more fufilling to me and her. I was taking ED meds, I dont need ed meds I need to get rid ofo this porn and masterbation deamon. I am starting today and hope that I can fully emerge from the cloud that I put myself into. I hit rock bottom, I am grateful that my wife and family are staying with me during this and I want to be better!
     
  2. ANewFocus

    ANewFocus Fapstronaut

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    What’s your plan this week? I haven’t had affairs but have been tempted by them. I relate with almost everything else in your post.
     
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  3. Raistlin2222

    Raistlin2222 Fapstronaut

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    I am trying to keep myself busy, trying to avoid being alone with my computer (big trigger). I can feel the urge to unzip but I havent. I want to feel better, I want my sex to be better. I want to release it all in my wife who not only deserves it but is hot as hell :)
     
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  4. ANewFocus

    ANewFocus Fapstronaut

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    My wife is waiting for me to do that, like yours.
     
  5. Raistlin2222

    Raistlin2222 Fapstronaut

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    have you been able to cum with her?
     
  6. D'AverageJoe

    D'AverageJoe Fapstronaut

    Welcome, @ Raistlin2222.
    Married here as well, so I understand what you're saying and going through. You're a lucky man to have your family's support.

    I am fairly new in this journey, so I don't want to come across as an expert, just adding my 2 cents. For all the gory details, you can read my journal if you'd like.

    We're all here for the same reason: PMO is an addiction, not just a "nasty habit", and once it grabs us, it doesn't want to let go.

    I start my days here, reading other people's success stories, and also the "new to NoFap" forum, reminding myself why I cam here in the first place. I would encourage you to keep coming back.

    There's going to be some tough days, but we can conquer this. Hang in there and don't give up.
     
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  7. ANewFocus

    ANewFocus Fapstronaut

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    Rarely. Usually needs hands.
     

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