Hi all, Married 46 year old man. I have been in the grips of some deamons for the last 10 years plus. I have had multiple affairs and porn addiction with masterbation combined. Last year it all came crashing down. The affairs ended, my family is in recovery and as far as the pmo goes I can't kick it. I am faithful to my wife other than the PMO, but I feel as if the PMO was a big contributuer in my seeking other more "daring" and dangerouos choices. I can almost never orgasm without masterbation. The sex with my wife is very good and she is open to doing whatever turns me on. I want to quit this addiction becuase when I go a week without I find our sex much more fufilling to me and her. I was taking ED meds, I dont need ed meds I need to get rid ofo this porn and masterbation deamon. I am starting today and hope that I can fully emerge from the cloud that I put myself into. I hit rock bottom, I am grateful that my wife and family are staying with me during this and I want to be better!