I need willpower!

[Knomore]

I keep trying and trying to stop but honestly all I do is think to "no more" now I'm trying this, hopefully with some success.
I'm K, I'm 21 and I've been masturbating since before I was old enough to ejaculate. That's right. I guess I was a very sad kid and it just became a habit that stuck. Hell I've never even had a wet dream, I'm dead serious, I have absolutely no idea what that feels like. These days I'm doing it everyday and considering all of this I don't think anyone would be surprised to hear that I have no willpower.
I have to kick this addiction. I know I can. I kicked cigarettes second try (2 years smoking, 3 months quit, 11 months smoking, no cigarettes to date.) so I know I have it in me. If anyone can post their personal changes in willpower for motivation or tips to deal with cravings I'd be thankful (it's much easier to resist walking to the shops than it is to resist opening an incognito tab.).
Also, did anybody talk to a priest and found it helped?
Wish me luck!

 

[mcrcvrng]

Welcome, there's a lot of info here. I'm fairly new in the process but have found educating myself to be of great help, I'd recommend Your Brain On Porn as well as the Willpower book listed at the bottom of my signature, which I've quoted on here before.

 

[D . J .]

Welcome to NoFap! You are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and not judge you.

Here is a growing collection of startup strategies compiled from myself and I've added some from others on NoFap. Keep these in mind. This is by no means a be-all-end-all list of suggestions but it is a list for you to use and add to for yourself and modify to meet your needs.

1. Delete all of the P that you have from your computer and smartphone including the browser history and cookies. This will not stop you but will slow you down.
2. Identify your triggers. What are the things that you happening in your world to cause you to turn to PMO for escape and comfort! This is the most crucial step in the process.
3. Once your triggers are identified, determine healthy ways of dealing with those triggers such as exercise, running, leaving the stressful situation and going outside for air.
4. Follow this link to find out what NoFap is about. Within this link is a link to a glossary of terms commonly used on NoFap. This will help you communicate knowledgeably and more effectively. https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/newbies-list-of-rebooting-resources.50878/
5. Go to http://yourbrainonporn.com/ to learn more about the effect PMO has on you. Do this also to educate yourself on the damage you are doing to yourself.
6. Guard your eyes. Be careful of what you allow yourself to see. No, you cannot live with your eyes closed but you can determine how long you look at something. If you know it may cause you to fall, flee from it! Run in the other direction, sometimes that need to be literal.
7. Masturbation... do not keep your hands to yourself. Unless you are bathing, changing your underwear or actually using the bathroom, your hands should be nowhere near your penis. YOU ARE BANNED FROM TOUCHING YOUR PENIS FOR RECREATION!!!
8. Your bed is limited to only the time you are sleeping. No laying in bed other than that. As soon you awake, you should get out of bed. Can't sleep, if awake for more than a few minutes, get out of bed until you are sleepy enough to go to sleep.
9. Keep doors open unless necessary. You need to be isolated as little as possible. You're less likely to M when people can see you.
10. Keep curtains and blinds open as much as possible. Similar reason as above and also allows light inside. Many time M'ing is more likely in dark places.
11. At night, keep lights on as often as possible. Similar to above, lights on may lessen your desire to fap.
12. If you are a naked sleeper or a boxer sleeper, consider sleeping in a in jockstrap, cup or briefs or compression shorts, something more constrictive so that you are less likely to feel movement while falling asleep or when awaking. They may provide a better barrier to prevent those that subconsciously reach for their penis at night or in the morning. They may also be a visual barrier for those that have morning erections too irresistible to not touch.
    
13. Begin a journal so that others can encourage you and connect with you.
14. Become active in this community. The more active you are, the less time you will spend focused on you. The less time focused solely on you, the faster time goes. There is an old saying, "a watched pot of water doesn't boil any faster", which means for this example, focusing solely on yourself and your issues won't make them go away sooner. It's OK to track progress but when spending more time doing other things that were once important to you and encouraging others, you will notice the time of your sobriety will go so much faster than if you didn't.

This a journey. Unless you began your addiction yesterday, don't expect to have complete victory by tomorrow. It takes time. We are here for you for as long as it takes.