I need your help.

Brother, that’s not true. Let me be real with you I’m currently in a gutter. Both mentally and physically, I’ve been trying to battle porn disease for almost three years now, and let me tell you, it’s hard. But, when I go back in my mind to the time when I was unaware of porn being harmful and used to masturbate everyday for five years 2-4 times a day it was hell. I had no social skills with girls, no relationships, I felt anxious and terrified all the time. Brother, you’re worth it, I’m emotional right now as I relapsed yesterday and chemical imbalance is clearly visible, but if I could I would give you a hug and tell you that it will be okay. I met the love of my life on my longest streak and as a result of not being committed truly to battling this disease I lost her, man we’re all broken, and even if our generation was never at war and is living somewhat stable lives we’re still pretty much fucked and the key to our freedom is in our sight, we just have to reach it by any means necessary. Stay on this path, be ruthless and be not afraid of changes, I’m not saying this to motivate only you, but to motivate myself as well. I don’t know your situation, but I feel you’re on the right path, believe and love yourself.

 

the night is young...

 

The only thing one can do with all the bad experience from porn addiction is to share his story. I’m here for you brother, we all are. Yes, it’s very common, today I couldn’t concentrate on my classes since I had those flashbacks from the day before. It’s normal man, I mean it’s horrible because every time we open porn site and make conscious decision of relapsing we are being bombarded with super stimulation of this artificial drug, so it will take some time (couple of days max) to get your brain cleaned from all this dirt. Just hang in there, I highly recommend you to read the book called “SPAM REMOVED (spam code #001) - REPORT TO MODERATION” by hackauthors. It’s not an advertisement haha, but it’s very helpful, helped me a lot.

 

Hey there brother, be strong. you are not alone. I went thru my reboot, and got to a level of success with it. It took my stubborn ass alot of embarrassment with girls to finally realize i had an issue. Went thru my reboot and withdrawals, found a level of success, then had a relapse a couple months later and I have a stress over it now thinking about how i lost my self control. Ive lost my morning wood again Im pretty sure, so not sure if thats a bad sign, i can get erect with my women, but the lack oif morning wood still brings concern. all of this its not an easy thing to do. its very hard. but the light at the end of the tunnel comes and its bright an worth the struggle. As good as you think PMO is, is never as good as the real thing and the feelings assocaited with that. I had my depression about it and struggles, but I stuck my claws into the reboot and gave it hell. Yes i did fail recently, but its been 2-3 month no mo, some porn watching but now thats be put away, and Im trying to forever never ever again pmo. dont give up, one day at a time. it'll get better eventually but you have to make the effort and stick to it.
best of luck

 

Awareness is foundation in my opinion. I’m 21, wbu?