Zillion
Fapstronaut
Well, I`ve been gone through many weird and crazy stuff on my life, I dont have enough time spill out all of them, so let me be concise of my CURRENT problem..
I was born with couple of physical deformities, yet I`m a fully functioning normal kid, had no mental issues, actually I`m really fond of learning and possessing knowledge.
since my childhood had plenty of aspirations (most of them are manifested through fantasy and not practical) such as starting up my own TV channel, making music videos (yes i know they`re litreally stupid)
2016 was a gamechanger of my life, I`ve met mini disaster at my hometown due to heavy rainfall and floods.
we didn`t get influenced of it, yet it`s one of the vivid memory.
although, I`ve started my own gadget reviewing blog, I was fully determine to get succeed and promote it as much as I could. unfortunately I proned to severe pain and illnesses caused due to prolonging the treatment and ailment for my physical disability
so undergone couple of surgeries, and I was bedridden upto 2017 dec, from 2018
I eventually got recovered and started walking as a normal person..
once I`m out frmo my bed I had gone through reading and searching ton of articles regarding psychology ("learning about behaviour, motivation", impulse, addiction, paradigms and so on) since I was affected by internet and mobile phone addiction..
after acquiring couple of knowledge and advices I eventually overcame almost all sort of addictions.
I started leading happy and peaceful life right after adapting to healthy habits such as meditation, reading books, learned online tutorials regarding web and android development..
when I`m about to start my own business in 2019, I got struck into the commitment of pursuing a college degree
Yes I know, college degree is not that relevant to the job that I`ve chosen, even though due to compulsion of my parents, I wanted to join (forced to join)..
let me come to the REAL PROBLEM, I`ve joined college at age of 25, but typical age of my classmates are only around 17-19..
this thing itself makes me feel cringe, also my callmates are wont talk to me as they do with other person..
I really hate when others showing me mercy for my physical condition, even if they not meant to disappoint me..
here are the things I really hate about going to college. It nearly takes 45 minutes to reach to college, I really getting pissed off by the travel..
the curriculum and lessons that have been thaught in the college are not that great, they`re very poor, I wont even consider it as KNOWLEDGE, they litreally teach us how to use MS Office and MS Dos in 2019!!!, even kids knew it these days.
one of the intolerant nature of my college is, all of the students in my classroom are 100% EXTROVERTS.. they will be gossipping, shouting, making fun and noise in general..
even teachers gets tired of them.. I really cant tolerate the cultural shift hence I was spending my whole life time in seclusion..
I haven`t went to college on regular basis, due several reasons, mainly i feel overwhelmed by surrounding by Extroverts, and curriculum was very poor..
but I couldnt convience my parents, I also told them about pursuing degree from home. It`s useless..
so give me some tips to deal with 100% EXTROVERTS..
I was born with couple of physical deformities, yet I`m a fully functioning normal kid, had no mental issues, actually I`m really fond of learning and possessing knowledge.
since my childhood had plenty of aspirations (most of them are manifested through fantasy and not practical) such as starting up my own TV channel, making music videos (yes i know they`re litreally stupid)
2016 was a gamechanger of my life, I`ve met mini disaster at my hometown due to heavy rainfall and floods.
we didn`t get influenced of it, yet it`s one of the vivid memory.
although, I`ve started my own gadget reviewing blog, I was fully determine to get succeed and promote it as much as I could. unfortunately I proned to severe pain and illnesses caused due to prolonging the treatment and ailment for my physical disability
so undergone couple of surgeries, and I was bedridden upto 2017 dec, from 2018
I eventually got recovered and started walking as a normal person..
once I`m out frmo my bed I had gone through reading and searching ton of articles regarding psychology ("learning about behaviour, motivation", impulse, addiction, paradigms and so on) since I was affected by internet and mobile phone addiction..
after acquiring couple of knowledge and advices I eventually overcame almost all sort of addictions.
I started leading happy and peaceful life right after adapting to healthy habits such as meditation, reading books, learned online tutorials regarding web and android development..
when I`m about to start my own business in 2019, I got struck into the commitment of pursuing a college degree
Yes I know, college degree is not that relevant to the job that I`ve chosen, even though due to compulsion of my parents, I wanted to join (forced to join)..
let me come to the REAL PROBLEM, I`ve joined college at age of 25, but typical age of my classmates are only around 17-19..
this thing itself makes me feel cringe, also my callmates are wont talk to me as they do with other person..
I really hate when others showing me mercy for my physical condition, even if they not meant to disappoint me..
here are the things I really hate about going to college. It nearly takes 45 minutes to reach to college, I really getting pissed off by the travel..
the curriculum and lessons that have been thaught in the college are not that great, they`re very poor, I wont even consider it as KNOWLEDGE, they litreally teach us how to use MS Office and MS Dos in 2019!!!, even kids knew it these days.
one of the intolerant nature of my college is, all of the students in my classroom are 100% EXTROVERTS.. they will be gossipping, shouting, making fun and noise in general..
even teachers gets tired of them.. I really cant tolerate the cultural shift hence I was spending my whole life time in seclusion..
I haven`t went to college on regular basis, due several reasons, mainly i feel overwhelmed by surrounding by Extroverts, and curriculum was very poor..
but I couldnt convience my parents, I also told them about pursuing degree from home. It`s useless..
so give me some tips to deal with 100% EXTROVERTS..