I relapsed, after edging for about two hours, and my semen was yellow.

[IndifferentlyUnique]

I edged by looking up porn when I shouldn't have. I wasn't even masturbating or touching my penis, I was just looking at porn. I definitely got precum or some type of fluid coming out of my penis when I was aroused when I was edging myself. I ended up eventually masturbating, and when I did ejaculate/orgasm, my semen was yellow. It was so disgusting, the closest equivalent I could think off is yellow snot when you're sick. That what it kind of looked like. Could that because I hadn't orgasmed/ejaculated in a while. I had never seen my semen look yellow before. Along with that, I also really regret edging. I could have done a million other things then open up incognito mode and look at porn for hours, but I didn't. I really need to rewire these dopamine pathways, and turning to porn when I have low dopamine because I'm healing is not the way to do it. Yes it was a bad relapse, and next time I have these urges to watch porn to flood my brain with dopamine, I need to do something else. Thanks for reading all this.

 

[jay3241]

If your semen is a little yellow, that can be perfectly normal and caused by many benign things like certain foods or vitamins. However, if you have bright or dark yellow tinted semen, that may be more of a cause for concern.
- this is as per WebMD
just chill, dont stress & start reboot again

 

[gordonfreeman14603]

It's not that you should worry about your ejaculation, what destroys your brain is hours and hours of edging. You are shrinking your brain size (especially prefrontal cortex).

 

[Nightsky1111]

It's not that you should worry about your ejaculation, what destroy's your brain is hours and hours of edging. You are shrinking your brain size (especially prefronal cortex).

Can the brain size back to normal after quitting PMO?

 

[improve_everything01]

Scientists have seen improvements over time so, yes indeed, you will also feel improvements.