I screwed up my April Abstinence and I take full responsibility for it!!

I strongly believed that April was gonna be a month where i give up porn and masturbation hardcore mode for 30 days and. I was wrong big time, I have another addiction that i have developed recently and that with cam girls or webcam models. I would go on to one of these sites whenever i had the urge to masturbate and spend money on webcam models that i like and tell them what to do to get me off. I have spend so much money on the private sessions and its crazy how much money they make per minute during private sessions with them face to face.

Boredom is my worst enemy and i need to find ways to distract myself and in order to do that i need to transform my sexual energy, set myself up multiple goals and do them each day without the need to view porn and masturbating every now and then. I excessively masturbate on a weekly basis and i would like to stop this habit and in order to stop this bad habit i would need to stop the urge to view porn and webcam girls and stop viewing things that would trigger a relapse into going back to the same route where i left off.

This month my goal is to give up on my relationship with Porn and Masturbation by not supporting it financially, be reactive, use the panic button more and read different forums to educate myself on why we all have a strong desire to give it all up and focus on how we should live our lives with a open mind.

Good luck to all Fapstronauts for achieving their reboot goals this month, i have attempted NoFap so many times and i just keep failing but i'm not willing to give up and fight again with the community's support and encouragement.