This is a true story: I was gonna go out with this beautiful African girl so I called her up to set up the time and because I didn't like the sound of her voice I decided to call it off. Sent her a text 5 mins later saying "I could hear it in your voice so I wish you all the best, bye". By far the dumbest thing I've ever done, I could be holding her in my arms right now. Just cause she seemed distant and not enthusiastic enough. She text me back saying "I'm feeling sad today, a close family member died". Game over! This happened last night, today I'm so freaking depressed. This ship didn't even get a chance to leave the docks. I killed it. I feel like killing myself, it's not the first time this craps happened. I hate being single, you see the world through a freaking magnifying glass.