I think my mom just told me to relapse (Day 15)

It's Day 15 for me and I've been feeling just kind of off today, feeling more sad and anxious and lonely and unmotivated to do the work I have to do today more than ever. My mom knows about my porn addiction because I've told her about it a while ago.

For context, my mom is radically left-leaning and believes that porn and masturbation is fine. Yes, bizarre, but true.

I told her about NoFap and how it's literally changing people's lives, and all she thinks it is is just telling people not to masturbate and watch porn, she just thinks it's about guilting people into not doing these things. She said told me that 'porn isn't causing the problems in these people, people are causing the problems'. She also gave me this analogy that you can get hooked on basically anything, like eating or playing video games, so that's why you do it in moderation (basically she's telling me that it's okay to watch porn as long as it's in moderation).

Anyways I sometimes forget this so I was really tired today, feeling off and unfocused, and a little bit lonely and sad, so I went up to her just to have someone to talk to, since we're still on lockdown. She told me that I've been making lots of changes and I've been more productive in the past 2 weeks than I have combined the past 10 years, and told me (I shit you not) that I should just do nothing and 'be mindless' to alleviate my lack of focus today.

Correct me if I'm wrong, but that sounds a lot like her telling me to relapse. I told her that she was triggering me and I left as soon as possible.

Also, with the whole 'moderation' thing, correct me if I'm wrong too, but that's like saying, "Oh it's okay to use the crack pipe only like once a month or something, doing it in moderation is okay." Am I crazy to think that analogy is stupid, and it applies in the same exact context with porn and video games and whatnot, since the side effects of both porn and drugs are extremely similar??

It's bad to have a porn addiction, but fuck... it's even worse to have a family that's literally pro-porn, telling you it's fine to relapse. Everytime I relapsed before it was because I read something online (cherrypicked info, rather) that 'rationalized' the decision to watch porn (digging into 5 pages of google search for a random sexual blogger telling me 'it's okay' with the first 5 pages telling you it's destructive), and I'm worried being around my family with those ideas is going to fuck up my reboot bad and is going to spiral me into a relapse at some point. Is anyone else in this situation? What can I do about this so I can have a successful reboot?