I think my sexuality is broken

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Onwards90, Dec 3, 2019 at 9:47 AM.

  1. Onwards90

    Onwards90 Fapstronaut

    I've watched porn for years straight regular porn , and been with many girls and women. About 5 years ago I took an ssri and completely killed my sex drive . NoFap was not an issue , I could take and leave it for long periods , and had very little sexual attraction to anyone and no libido . I picked up a fetish from porn compulsively trying to feel the same arousal from porn before I was ever on an ssri. This fetish triggered arousal again but only when I was on testosterone , but this fetish when I'm not around porn for a while disgusts me and doesn't do anything it seems to only be when I've been compulsively watching regular porn that it becomes apparent.

    That said it doesn't do it for me anymore, and it's not something I like in real life .

    I don't know I think my sexuality is fucked , im straight but I don't find a lot of sexual attraction to anyone male or female . Everything is stimulated by porn and nothing really does it anymore

    I've watched normal porn for 18 years ,

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