I thought I was rebooted but I ended up in this shit again

I think for all addicts, whether it is porn or another addiction, it will always be there in the back ground waiting for you to indulge in it. Always being aware of what may happen if you give in once is good to remind yourself no matter how far you've made it in your reboot. There are many on here that relapse a year or two later and I think its because they believe they are healed and convince themselves that they won't fall back into that dark place again. But if it's an addiction, it is easy for the addiction to spark back up. Glad you are back on here and motivated to start again. It does get easier as time goes on, but an addict always has to be mindful of their drug (porn) and the hold it has on them. Good luck and stay strong

 

@JustinX Change of the environment is hard, it usually lead to stress and I strongly believe that stress played a major role in your relapse.
Some people can masturbate occasionally and never watch porn, looks like you aren't one of those.

Good luck, you already know what to do.

 

P addiction is like an illness that can be controlled. You can either let it consume you, or you can fight and control it.
It will get the better of you some days, but other days it won't.