I don't know why, I've always been a love failure throughout all these years. This frustration brought me loneliness, made me cynical and all this led to one single relief known to my mind- hardcore, erotic, passionate pornography. I've tried like dozen times to get over it, sometimes add successful as 60 days, but being lonely destroys you every single time. Now, I need to get rid of it, or I lose my career forever. When I say I need, I do mean it. I want to do anything to restart my mind, regain focus, concentration on my career and do something great with my life, rather than watching screen and jerking myself. I need your help. Please!