I wanna try this...

Hello, I'm kinda embarrassed to say here, but I need to have an attitude.

Honestly speaking I'm returning to this forum after 2 years. I've been trying to stop since I left, had no success. I realized it's time to try once again (for bloody real!) and I hope to achieve that. I've been on the deepest hole in that time and didn't move a finger to change or get better. Said so, I want to do an effort, looking forward to succeed.

I've been a porn addicted since my childhood (10s) and I drasticly changed after that, turning in a whole new (not for good) person. I want to find the true 'me' and let this person I am behind once for all.