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I want to break free...

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by TheFreeMan, Nov 11, 2018.

  1. TheFreeMan

    TheFreeMan New Fapstronaut

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    Hello, I am new member from Czech Republic. I feel that masturbating and watching porn is killing my will & cause me to waste my lifetime. In the end I only sleep, eat, listen to the music & sometimes have some fun with friends.

    But my life is boring. For a more than 8 years I havent felt anything that would make me interested for more than a few hours. I study university, but I am beginning to have problems to force myself to learn new things.

    In the past I was so curious about everything, about science, history, philosophy...but today, like everything was boring. This boredom I feel is one of the reasons for my deppressions.

    I have it for years now, but last year it is worst than ever before. I was thinking about suicide several times, and almost bought hemp rope... I want to live... To break free & to be free again... to be interested by things, to destroy that killing boredom and read and explore new things again. I want to be happy again. I hope I'll do it & break free from this prison called life. (by the way, yes, I love Queen like nothing... :D :D )
     
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  2. Don't give up bro ! life is beautiful but it's how you look at it. I am not judging because sometimes life sucks. This is the moment to break free. Stop with PM now and life will get brighter in the end. However this road I call it a long tunnel will
    grabs you by the throat but in the end there is the light :). Succes and we can do this together.
     
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  3. TheFreeMan

    TheFreeMan New Fapstronaut

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    Thaanks so much for the support. I feel I'll do it! We are going to win! Its going to be pretty hard. But nothing comes for free. OK, yesterday I have enrolled online course about Medical Neuroscience at Coursera. I hope I keep learning. Its hard to force myself. Ok, Lets go! :D
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  4. Yeah a great start is half the work. Make a plan, do exercises and start enjoying life. Quit all connections to PMO and be strict. You can do this :) we all are battling.
     
  5. fapstronaut64

    fapstronaut64 Fapstronaut

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    Online learning on sites like Coursera is great. Make it your goal, to pass that course. Do whatever it takes to finish it
     
  6. TheFreeMan

    TheFreeMan New Fapstronaut

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    Thanks, that sounds like a good challenge. :emoji_sweat_smile: :emoji_sweat_smile: But maybe life is really boring without facing the challenges and fights... Maybe its realy written deeply in our brains to fight whenever it is possible. :emoji_smile::emoji_smile: I'll try. And win, hopefully. :emoji_sweat_smile::emoji_sweat_smile:
     
  7. fapstronaut64

    fapstronaut64 Fapstronaut

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    It very much is a challenge. Fight hard friend
     

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