I want to get better

Hi, I'm a 27 yo male. I'm from a Spanish speaking country so I apologize in advance for any "bad grammar". Since last year I've been experiencing frequent cases of ED, that's what got me to read online about masturbation, which for sometime I believed I had been abusing. First time I had sex I was 16, with my gf, I was worried about PE but it was actually the opposite, I couldn't reach orgasm. During my 4 year relationship with my gf, there was only one time I could orgasm. I lied to her about it and she appreciated my endurance, so I though it wasn't a big deal, I could reach it through masturbation so it was fine for me. After the relationship ended it was the same story with other girls. I can only remember 4 or 5 times from 16 to 26 when I could orgasm during sex. Last year I met a new girl we started dating and when we began having sex it was amazing, I could reach orgasm with her no problem, I though I was cured. But then I started reaching it too fast, and now I suffer from weak erections and can never last very long with her.

Additional to my sex life, I feel like my mood is down most of the time, and I'm performing badly at my job and in my other relationships, with friends and family. Somedays when Im not working all I do is jump from porn sites, to video games, to youtube, netflix, and then to the begining to start all over.

I'll keep browsing the site to see where should I begin. Las time I fapped was 3 days ago, but I edged a couple hours ago (during a time I should've been working). If there is anyone available I would love to have an Accountability partner and become someone else's AP too, I think it would help me to share my strugle.

Thank you and good luck to everyone!!