I want to go back to PMO so bad.

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by MarkusmPointer, Aug 1, 2019.

  1. MarkusmPointer

    MarkusmPointer Fapstronaut

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    I'm getting porn thoughts again and some of clips from yt reminded me back to porn. Because I wanted to see dicks so bad. I tried to control these thoughts, and It also makes me feel like I can't go outside or do something else. And because of this thought, it makes me feel like cum wants to go out, or that makes me want to touch my penis. Is it too late or am I still in recovery?
     
  2. fiddler

    fiddler Fapstronaut

    Bro it's not too late. I know the feeling you're talking about.

    You still can TAKE ACTION.
     
  3. fiddler

    fiddler Fapstronaut

    Kick this thing's butt, take a cold shower, do something. Maybe the longing will still return but just recognize that you have been triggered but that you can still tell PMO NOT TODAY
     
  4. Darren hutto

    Darren hutto Fapstronaut

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    Hang in there I know how it is addiction is a brain disorder and I’ve been struggling for years with it but I’m doing good I’m never going to relapse again I’m on day 3 of NOFAP
     
  5. MarkusmPointer

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    The question is, if I keep doing nofap, does this earn interest on women like attraction. Because i've been watching gay porn or animal porn because of dicks. I know its sounds weird but I have or had a weird desire.
     
  6. This is likely to be related to what you were attracted to before porn escalation issues. If you get through your reboot you should be at a place where your brain has settled back into what is normal for you.
     
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  7. Darren hutto

    Darren hutto Fapstronaut

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    I’m struggling with lesbian porn mainly my only problem pmo and masterbating to women 10 + year addiction
     
  8. MarkusmPointer

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    I'm fearing that i could be gay forever, because I'm worried that I will never be attracted to women, I tried to accept who I am but it makes me wanna give up avoiding PMO. I don't know what to do, what should I do to reboot easily.
     
  9. No way to reboot easily. It must be kind of hard, or else it doesn't work.
    The question of you are gay or bi or whatever is completely independent from that. But maybe you can use the distance from this question by being long term abstinent while rebooting for finding your answer.
     
  10. porsche4life

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    A reboot is not easy and at first you will fail. You have to be determined and only then will you eventually succeed after you have learned from your previous failures.
     
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  11. MarkusmPointer

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    That isnt the first time for reboot, the record on NoFap was day 45. then i gave up. Now Im getting multiple relapses because it makes me go back to porn or fetish that i wanted to see.
     
  12. porsche4life

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    Gotta keep trying man and you will succeed. Determination is the key.
     
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