The through of being a cuckold or getting cheated on disgust me but the fact I get turned on by it makes me feel suicidal. I just hate myself for this and it makes me feel like a pathetic human being. I have girlfriend and love her so much, but the fact I get turned on by the through of her cheating/being a cuck makes feel like a total piece of shit. I don't want to be like this. I googled everywhere but everyone is like it's a normal, tell your partner about it and stuff like this.. and I'm like no! I don't want this, I want to get rid of this fetish because it's destroying me emotionally. Has anyone managed to get rid of cuckold fetish? Is anyone here an ex-cuckolder? I'm legit crying because I'm scared I will be like this forever.