i want to watch pmo

I want to watch p and mo.

Why do I want that?

Because I know, that when I watch P, i will be happy. For a brief moment. But after I o, I will regret that decision.

Why does it make me happy though?

Because p shows me naked girls and shows me naked girls being f. I like that.

But that happiness is brief and I will feel immense regret afterwards.

So, what would be the alternative?

Not to watch p. Endure my situation of not having a girl rn in real life. Endure it, and work on myself, in order to one day have a girl and the life that i always dreamed of. So one day i will myself have a girl and f myself. This way i will be happy thousand times more, lasting, and not feel regret.

This is the way. I want to stay the path.