Two days ago I decided to MO. It felt great, and the next day I felt great. I thought "Wow, I can have all the benefits of no P and still MO." But last night I MOed. I sat in my bed and when I came I did so all over myself. It felt good, but afterward, I thought "this isn't what this was supposed to turn into." Sure, I could stop cumming on myself, but I miss NoFap. Something about the challenge, about seeing my counter go up. NoFap was, dare I say, fun. Now I reset my counter. Today I want to see how far I can go. The goal is to beat 46. Part of me regrets my MO, but part of me doesn't. MO in the middle of a reboot made me realize how insignificant it really is. I don't need it. It's just a few minutes for a few seconds of O. I am ready to beat my old score. I am ready to be a man.