I wasted approx £3000 on Anime Girl Commissions

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by MrLiam92, Feb 6, 2020.

  1. MrLiam92

    MrLiam92 Fapstronaut

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    Hello! I am a 9 year porn addict. I tried to justify my guilt in lusting over real women by using Anime Girls instead but i didn't know it would be so destructive to my own soul.

    I got into a sub-genre of porn on Deviantart and i ended up buying pics of characters drawn in a certain way. One expense after another, and i have over the span of 4 years lost aproximately £3000.

    I did this because i would "Never be satisfied" with what was available already.

    My addiction has been my place of refuge when faced with adversity, it has turned me into a cowardly weak person. I have learnt TONS of the psychology behind porn addiction, but sadly i am not good at putting it into practice.

    I look forward to giving these forums a try and reading what experiences others have been struggling with.
     
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  2. Welcome! Everyones struggle is different, but i am sure you can overcome it.

    I am new here, but i can already tell by reading the forums: If you have specific questions or if you need any help whatsoever, there are plenty of people that can help you with that. What i have learned from reading here is that everyones struggle is different, but nevertheless the camaraderie of this forum seems to help.

    Overcoming this addiction will save you a lot of money, that much is for sure.
     
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  3. Heyyy welcome to the NoFap forum : ) It's nice to see you here fighting the good fight alongside us!


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  4. hollyman

    hollyman Fapstronaut

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    i was addicted to hentai , and still an anime addict so i might have experienced on that cause

    i never spent real money for the artist cause mostly it needed a credit card for subscription (hentai forum)

    anyway if u wana ask something, u can post it on the forum or if u want to ask me just pm me ok

    hope ur journey well and sucesfull
     
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  5. MrLiam92

    MrLiam92 Fapstronaut

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    Thank you for your comment, hollyman i hope for the both of us we can enjoy anime without it being destructive to our lives.
     
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  6. hollyman

    hollyman Fapstronaut

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    nah actually im start to givin up watching anime

    too many fan service on nowadays anime, its a risky thing if u do this NOFAP journey because it can triger you to see the hentai version

    plus, it make my immagination goin wild

    i started to read's some book's to replace that activities
     
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  7. MrLiam92

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    Thats great and i can really see myself doing the same thing at some point. Sometimes, when something has to be cut, it has to be cut and i think i need to realize that sacrifice for freedom.
     
  8. hollyman

    hollyman Fapstronaut

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    just do the NOFAP Journey my friend and someday some how that feeling will come to you,, the feeling to get better

    i already quit video games which was my hobby

    and now i try to quit mobile phone addiction (including social media) and anime

    it is so frustating ofc and i depressed a lot (especially mobile phone addiction) but i realize that this is for better future

    oh yeah forgot to mention, i suggest u join some challenge too ..like mine i join Sparta and Mandalorian challenge its so good for development and give u badge too

    there are some anime related like Shinobi challenge or Saiyan challenge go see some and join what u like
     
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  9. MrLiam92

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    Thank you for taking the time to show me these, i will consider these challenge routines and see what works best for me.
     
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