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I will not give up.

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Differentlife779, Jul 19, 2021.

  1. Differentlife779

    Differentlife779 Fapstronaut

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    Hi,

    It's my 3rd attempt on NoFap. Last time withdrawal symptoms were too hard to continue (I panicked and relapsed). What symptoms I had? Headache, high heartrate (over 100bpm normal is 70-80 for me), anxiety, mood swings, burning inside my head, I felt like my body is burning, and it was just beginning. I think I learned that these symptoms are normal and that I shouldn't panick. I will not stop now at all cost. But these symptoms are back again... I feel like something is happening to my body chest pains, etc, I feel like there's war inside my head, I also noticed pains in different parts of my head ( sometimes right side sometimes left). It's all so fucking hard. All I want is peace. The worse thing is my brain says me "you can't fap so go buy a prostitute". I wanted to call one few times but then I realized what the fuck am I doing. My body literally has WW3 inside. Enemy gets closer to capital every relapse and I go closer to enemy's capital everytime I survive urge. Wish me luck because it's hard war.
     
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  2. John Galt

    John Galt Fapstronaut

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    Yeah bro, it is hard. If this is war, then you've got to choose your role. We know what the enemy is (porn), but what are we? Are we the victim? Or are we the warrior. You're the warrior. You've got to fight, and like a warrior, you've got to train. You have to be fit and disciplined so that when the time comes, you're ready to resist the attack. Keep a journal, it'll help you look at your thoughts objectively. Find another person to talk to (you can find them on here) for when you're feeling lonely and weak. Start honing your other talents, it'll distract you when you're feeling squirrelly. Reconnect to things you used to enjoy to find pleasure in things beyond PMO. Yeah its hard, but its worth it.
     
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  3. LonelyStranger2020

    LonelyStranger2020 Fapstronaut

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    These are the lustful spirits they are made out of fire so obviously you will feel the heat etc.. Resist and expel them.. They are enjoying your body. Listen to the Quran on YouTube and check if GODs word shatters those negative forces. Have to seek the truth. They are holding your life back bro... They did the same to me, i went over 1yr without pmo n relapsed. Now I'm back to square one after all that torture. They made me slip into porn and sin so to take me away from GOD. My soul was becoming to clean and to holy. It was becoming a powerful light. Anyways I'm on day 3 now
    . All over again
     
  4. Differentlife779

    Differentlife779 Fapstronaut

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    Yes I feel like I have legions of demons inside me. It's hard to fight. Their last defence is they're convincing me to have sex instead of porn. Satan is intelligent beast
     
  5. Giving up won't solve everything. If you keep trying and keep failing, that's still a better state of affairs then giving up and letting go.

    Stay strong. :)
     
  6. Differentlife779

    Differentlife779 Fapstronaut

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    day 9 still fighting
     
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  7. Atticus

    Atticus Fapstronaut

    Welcome, welcome.

    I wish you well in all things, friend. Take care. :)
     

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