I will quit PMO to help myself

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pro_guy

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Hello NoFap Community,

I am a 20 years old student and now I really want to save myself.

I am masturbating since last 7 years and now I have started to notice many changes in me. I don't like to socialize, like to live alone, wake up till late night, etc. Initially I used to associate everything to me being introvert but now I have realized that it was just my excuse to my own self for watching porn and masturbating. I have hardly any friends now. This has also decreased my self confidence. Also affects the things I want to learn and achieve.

But NOW I WILL CHANGE.
I want to be a better version of me.

Things I plan to do now
  • give more time to work
  • sleep early and TRY to wake early
  • will be less alone and socialize more
  • will document my journey as frequent as possible
Hope who guys will help me in improving myself

Regard
 
Day 1:
Okay so its tougher than I thought.
Had masturbatory thoughts throughout the day.
But I am quite happy it passed smoothly
 
welcome pro!

you are pro so you will succeed ^_^

I found the best way for me to improve myself and to FEEL it

is to go exercise! after I started going to the gym I feel so much better and It makes everyday better or me
 
DAY 3:
I masturbated just now. Feel so bad about myself I could have easily gone to atleast 7 days but I couldn't. But I won't give up. At-least I moved from thrice a day to once in 3 days. I have to stop this now
 
You fall, but you tried!
Indeed, get back on your feet and do it again.
And. learn something!
 
Day 7:
I fucked up everything for the second time masturbated thrice in a row on 4th day of Streak2.
things went great for three days, urges were under control. But don't know how urges took over me. I masturbated thrice.
I thought of leaving the community also(maybe for a while) because I thought this challenge is not for me.
But now I know I have to be more regular here.

Just one question what do u do when urges are at the peak, u knw it is wrong but still keep going..?

PS: It took all my heart to post it here
 
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