I hate having sexual desires. I wish I was like animals and only craved sex for reproduction. I’m tired of comparing myself to other guys. I’m sick of living in this oversexualized society. I’ve noticed most modern men are either fuckboys or incels, there’s no regular guys anymore. I wish I could stop thinking about sex 24/7, I wish I could stop getting aroused when I see girls in low cut shirts and swimsuits. I wish I could finally think with my mind and not my dick. I had a relapse and I feel awful. I miss the days before I hit puberty and I didn’t worry about women 24/7, I’m so tired of it. I hate having a sex drive, I wish I can shut it off.