I don’t mean to make a reassurance post. Or to “cry” for help. I would appreciate help if your willing. I just need advice. I know that the answers I’m looking for are obvious. But here is a quick summary of what is going on. I’ve been binging unhealthy for days. I need to stop. I want to stop. This is only because of ocd. I’ve been fapping when I’m not even aroused. Out of ocd. I feel the need to “reset” if I have bad thoughts on my last relapse. I know it sounds ridiculous. And it is. I’m not here to try and be told it’s normal. I’ve just seen this happen to others on this forum. And i am only seeking advice. (Let me give an example of a thought I had before and how the process went.) I reset my counter and started my streak and About 5 minutes in, I had this intrusive thought, (graphic) I was a pedo. I felt the need to fap again to reset any bad thoughts or anything bad from my mind and conscience. Any advice? This needs to end.