If you broke up with your partner this weekend check in

Well it was almost two years ago but it always feel like it was yesterday.

She did it, but I knew it was coming, that didn't make it less painful.

After it happend, I felt kind of relieved because the constant threat of being heartbroken was no more. Then I wanted to kill myself but didn't do it because of either cowardice or to be considerate with my family. Then everything in my life has gone downhill, but I lost the motivation to end it so now I am trapped here.

I recomend think clearly about what do to next. If your mind stay idle and you are sad, the worst can happen.